Guarded and Shielded by GOD: ,FACT, TRUTH, REALITY WITH STARTING TO HEAL Paperback – Large Print, February 22, 2026

Dear World, God built everything and everyone with a purpose! Mine was to survive all this! During the ages 5-14, I was raped by brother2. I was homeless and pregnant at 17, and had Jessica Lynn Hoel on my 18th birthday. I lost her to SIDS 7 1/2 months later. My mother lied about paperwork, so I lost my boys, Benjamin and Jeremiah, because of it. I was rebelling and dyslexic, and pushed through school. My last abusive relationship was 6 years of abuse, stalking, and finally kidnapping. Then there were 547 days of torture with his family and law friends helping! I watched 6 bullets being loaded into the gun, then helped him squeeze the trigger, but there was just a click! Like the gun was empty, like their hearts and souls! ( Freedom is all I wanted ) My purpose was to survive all this, start healing, and build Heart's of Heaven! Join us with spedding LOVE AND CARING FOR OTHERS to stop all levels of abuse and neglect! Help people and animals regain their self-respect and self-worth! Chandra S Hoel & Violet ( AKA the blue mailbox Lady) P.S. GOD, thank you for trusting me with this purpose, and for being at my side every day with my prayers and angel. The loving pets and the creativity you have blessed me with along the way. This is the life I have overcome. Grab the box of tissues and a trash can if you are a sensitive person, or if you've had any of the testimonies of life you just read. Read more